WENDY IS HAPPY!

WENDY IS EXCITED!!

WENDY IS SO DAMN EXCITED AND HAPPY!!!

WHY??--------------------------------------> BECAUSE OF JAY!!!!
HE WON THE BEST ALBUM IN THE 15TH GOLDEN MELODY AWARDS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my heart was beating so fast and my blood pressure is so high...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!man!!! JAY RULEzZZ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was watching the awards in annie's house today..and both of us--super jay's fans were so disappointed at first..coz he just got 1 prize..*sob sob* i almost cried..feel so damn bad.....!!! BUT THEN~ when it came to the last award, i tried to cover my eyes and my ears cause i dunwanna know~ what if its not jay~? what if my jay doesnt get a prize...? he looks so dull and unhappy when he was sitting there.................*sniff sniff*................................

WAHAHAHHA~ jay, the man~ he won!! he did not disappointed us~HE WON!! YES YES YES HE DID~!!!man!~ this is the best part of the whole awards....today is suppose to celebrate alicia's bd~ but i was too into the thing and in my mind is only jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay~!!!!!!!!

i think i cant sleep tonite!!! i am so damn happy~ happy~ happy~ excited~ excited~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahaha~~

J A Y~! J A Y~!  

never thought of writing this when i'm happy..only when my mood is really down..i think of xanga..haha~ had lots of fun last week..especially over da weekend..went to buddha festival..and to the casino hotel and spend 2 crazy nights playing drinking card games and seeing other people getting drunk..haha..! i wasnt drunk cause i am a good drinker~! (wahahha..) life seems to be getting happier n happier with all da friends......thank you all..michelle, kallie, tania, ely, dave, roger, annie, edwin, kimberley, alven, melissa, tereza, alicia, klai, andy, stevana, tina, meiling, melanie, jenny, mandy, ivon, joy, rockie...and every1 else i know here.. they are all my important friends~!! i am really happy in this life now....but...sometimes i really miss my high school life..like every1 there, the teachers, the things around...its so vivid that its like just happened yesterday, and today i'm into a totally new life..yea..i saw their pic in my school website...they made a camp for every1 who graduated..every1 was there, except me!! i have to goto uni..and all of them were having real fun but leaving me out...i feel so bad..they look so happy in the photos..and it might be the last chance for every1 to get together coz after september most of them will be at taiwan or china studying uni...ai....feel really bad....did i made the correct decision to come to australia? will i regret?? i really hope i can be with my old friends,there are like there--sumwhere i can see but i couldnt touch, like the orange moon i saw just now!... but again i am really reluctant to leave my new friends...feel so confused......doraemon..where are u..if u were here i can go back to my previous whenever i want and still live in my life now..~~!!!!!

hMm...these are some pics i took with my family~ my cute cute daddy, my pretty pretty mummy~n c2pik c2pik bro~n my dear dear cookie~

mummy n dy~~!             ho ho ho, do we look alike~!

haha, daddy acting cute           oh~ its dad's hongkong feet~!!

dy'swhole family                          dear dear cookie~!!

ppl say we look alike                 do we? i really hope i look like mummy

ah..its chinese newspaper~       I LOVE TAIWAN~I LOVE AH BIAN~

mummy's neck smells good~  trying to take pic of whole family..but....

wahahaha...                             trying to squeeze between mum n daddy

i feel real real real lazy since i get back from ip...bah...i just went to 2 lectures this week....i am lazy....i have been staying in the apartment for 2.8 days..(i went for 2 lectures on monday until 10)..i didnt even step out to throw the rubbish..i'm lazy to bath...i just kept on sleeping n sleeping n playing online games n chatting with my friends in msn n checking my friendster n surfing for jay's stuff.......etc...what the hell~ i dun feel like going to uni today..i've already missed 2 lectures...the next is at 12... ArrgGghh..but i have to coz theres a chem prac in the afternoon..!! lazy lazy lazy..!!! what to do~ its my physics quiz tomorrow n i havent even start to study..there r 300++++ pages to study tonight...UrgHhh.... n i have to hand up my psychology essay on tuesday..i havent even start to read up bout it!!!! HEY WENDY~ lazy fat ass.. growing fatter n lazier....... bah~! the apartment is now like a rubbish bin.. papers all over, tissues, used cups, dishes, magazines........ oh yah~ i havent wash my clothes...daMn... i feel strengthless.......i dun feel like doing anything except sit in front of the laptop...i'm even lazy to get to the bed to sleep~!~! oh my oh my~~ when can i stop slacking like this?? i just cant control myself~~!!

Been home for almost a week...two days more to stay here...well, nothing was like what i expected before i come back...i thought i will really enjoy my time and use up every single second hanging with my friends and meeting everyone up...but i didn't. i went out the first night with soya n nkids to pasar malam, yumchar for a while...and went home.Stayed at home the second day, mum 'skipped work' today...haha~she brought me to chiropractic to straighten my spine...that night, xianglin n fai came to my house...it was late.. and the next day, i went to ebox with fai, fat n choong...thats all......i stayed at home the following days, went to the chiro thing...and nothing else...ohyah, i went shopping like mad yesterday with soya n heng~!!! n today...i'm in my dad's office, sitting on his seat, using his laptop, doin nothing...he is having a meeting with duno what ppl...and my mum too...i waited for them for lunch since 1pm....its 3.57pm now...i don't know why, i kept on asking for their attention..i don't know why, i feel like staying at home forever...i don't know why, i feel like eating with them together every meal...i don't know why, i am trying to appreciate every second i have with my parents, my family...but they are too busy to even to notice me...i feel really bad...i stayed at home everyday, hoping to see them back from work..i stayed at home everyday...... but i get nothing, no attention, no care.......nothing.........i feel bad, i don't feel like going back to australia, i feel lonely, helpless, angry................