Been home for almost a week...two days more to stay here...well, nothing was like what i expected before i come back...i thought i will really enjoy my time and use up every single second hanging with my friends and meeting everyone up...but i didn't. i went out the first night with soya n nkids to pasar malam, yumchar for a while...and went home.Stayed at home the second day, mum 'skipped work' today...haha~she brought me to chiropractic to straighten my spine...that night, xianglin n fai came to my house...it was late.. and the next day, i went to ebox with fai, fat n choong...thats all......i stayed at home the following days, went to the chiro thing...and nothing else...ohyah, i went shopping like mad yesterday with soya n heng~!!! n today...i'm in my dad's office, sitting on his seat, using his laptop, doin nothing...he is having a meeting with duno what ppl...and my mum too...i waited for them for lunch since 1pm....its 3.57pm now...i don't know why, i kept on asking for their attention..i don't know why, i feel like staying at home forever...i don't know why, i feel like eating with them together every meal...i don't know why, i am trying to appreciate every second i have with my parents, my family...but they are too busy to even to notice me...i feel really bad...i stayed at home everyday, hoping to see them back from work..i stayed at home everyday...... but i get nothing, no attention, no care.......nothing.........i feel bad, i don't feel like going back to australia, i feel lonely, helpless, angry................